Sunday, May 8, 2011
Finally...
after 1 year and 20 days of not updating my blog,i am finally updating it with a new post..
haish....come to think of it,this blog died 1 yr ago because i was too lazy to update it...
so here it goes.....
today is Mother's Day....
but.......
it doesn't feel like it Mother's Day at all....
it sucks big time....
i have nowhere to turn to...
i can't turn to facebook to post my unhappiness...
or else,
my brothers will see it...
haish....come to think of it,
i really lead a very sad life.....not just sad,but in fact,
A PATHETIC LIFE...
it sucks big time...
one problem after the other...
seriously,just fuck my life....
all these yrs,i am like a guinea pig...
instead of my older brothers getting scolded for what they did,
i am the one getting all the blame...
it suck....
this morning when i woke up,
as usual,i check my facebook updates on my phone...
and i thought,"okay,i should help her out in the kitchen today..."
but in the end,when i came up to her if there is anything i could help,
she just ignored me...
and i was like............."speechless"
i was ready to help,and she ignored me....
and i began to wonder,did i do anything wrong the day before or what?..
"is it because i return home late?...but i returned before 11pm what??..."
haish...seriously,this is so unreasonable...
then when i started to use the com,
not even after 4-5 hrs of using the com,
she started nagging for no reason...
she started to say...
"why do i have a daughter like her??...so lazy...cannot be dependable...
must she do things if i ask her to do??..."
then she goes on...talking to herself...
"when i say something,she will rebut me...i say one sentence,she talk back 10 sentence..."
seriously when i hear that,it really hit me...
DAMN IT!...I HAVEN'T REALLY SAY A WORD THE MOMENT SHE STARTED NAGGING...
AND NOW,SHE IS ACCUSING ME A LOT OF THINGS...
WTH??...SERIOUSLY,FML!..
for all these while,she has began to accuse me of things which i really didn't do.
..
why must she do these to me??...
to make my life miserable?...is that it???...
to think of it also,for the past 17 years,i was never able to know what's in her mind...
i really don't understand her....
can someone tell me the answer?...
i really wanna know the answer...
sometimes,i really do envy my friends who have doting parents...
every mother's or father's day,they will like so happy celebrating...
but why me??...why do i have to go through this unhappiness??...
WHY???
up till now,i really don't have the answer...
is it because of me??...my character??...my attitude??...
but seriously...who can they blame?...
i followed them as i have their genes...
but again,i really don't understand...
my life sucks big time because of what i am going through...
now,i see all my friends facebook updates...
all happily celebrating mother's day...
while for me,i just get a scolding.....
FML....
haish...
can i be able to hold on?....
i'm beginning to have doubts....
i wanna cry but i am holding it in...
i don't wanna lose my tears just because of this....
i've cried tons of time because of this...
and i don't really wanna cry because of this...
everything seems to be so sucky to me...
i wanna talk to u...
but i don't have the courage to....
how do i get to talk to u??
when do i get the chance to talk to u??
all these question have been popping in mind the first time i started to like u....
ever since we graduated,
i didn't get the chance to see u at all...
the last time i saw u was only the result day....
and after that,no more...
all these while,
i've been missing u....
and u don't even know that...
all because,
u were really not aware of my feelings towards u....
i'm really scared that one day,
u will be really taken away by someone else....
and by then,i will totally regret not knowing u......
i'm really scared....
i have no one by my side...
to be able to share my unhappiness...
and i really wish that...
i have u by my side to listen to my stories...
but then again,..
u really don't know me in the first place...
this is life...
fates toying with our feelings...
should i talk to u??...
or should i wait for u to talk to me??...
seriously,i think our feeling are toying with us...
haish...
maybe,..
i should just wait...
to my friends,
who have been with me for the past few years....
i thank u for being my listening ear each time i have my difficulties..
thank u very much..
i appreciate it lots...
thanks you for understanding me all these while...
and putting up with my stupid character and attitude...
i know it must have been very sucky to put up with me...
with that,i would like to say sorry...
sorry for doing that to you...
i love you guys...
*my longest good friend of 9 yrs-Ateeqah♥♥♥♥♥
*my longest good friend of 9 yrs-Khatika♥♥♥♥♥

*my best friend of 6 yrs-Hanisah♥♥♥♥♥♥

*my best friend of 6 yrs- Fairuz♥♥♥♥♥♥

*my best friend of 5 yrs-Umairah♥♥♥♥♥♥

*my best friend of 4 yrs-Munawwarah♥♥♥♥♥♥

*my good friend of 4 yrs-Hazirah♥♥♥♥♥

*my good friend of 4 yrs-Afieqah♥♥♥♥♥

*my long lost good friend of 4 yrs-Fiyah♥♥♥♥

*my good younger brother of 5 yrs-Alex♥♥♥♥

*my good sis-in law of 5 yrs-Shi Wen♥♥♥♥

*my good friend of 3 yrs-Wan Si♥♥♥♥

*my good friend of 3 yrs-Alfred♥♥♥♥

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P.S: i am not a stalker...lols...
they are my friends..lol^.^
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giving up on you is impossible
3:27 PM
3:27 PM
Friday, May 28, 2010
A belated birthday for me!!!
hahahahas...
2 days have passed....
first of all most,i would like to thank those who wished me happy birthday...
thank u soo much...i appreciate it a lots...((:
those who wished me by sms:-
-Afieqah
-Shi Wen [Fanny}
-Wan Si
-Eliza
-Hazirah
-Faii [who spam me 17 times.lols]
and via facebook friends,:-
-Ateeqah's mom[ the first one]
-Ms Soh
-Brian
-Karthik
-Nysa
-Huda
-Suhaila
-Afieqah
-Subwana [dunno who, but thank u]
-Hariza
-Stephen
-Kak lina [sis-in law 4]
-Michael
-Kak niza [sis-in-law 2]
-Chong Han
-Fiyah
-Istaman [dunno who, but thank u]
-Khatika
-Justine
-Ian [ the irritating guy.lols]
-Sonja
-Syahidah
-Normala
-Siti aka Shab [my niece]
-Sugar
-Alfred
-Samya
-Nantha
-Andy
-Diyana
-Salli
-Aahyya Papaya[dunno who,but thank u]
-Cherie
-Lydia
-Chong Han[2nd time]
-Eve
-Thet Htoo Zaw
-Shu Hui
-Jun Hao
-Ying Ying
-Meili
-Ismat
-Wawa[dearest]
-Izinie
-Stella
-Zastor[ bro's friend]
-Xiao Ting
-Jennifer Tay[ dunno hu,but thank u]
-Sohlihin
-Simon
-Erni
-Shirin
-Khairul[bro]
last but not least,-
-Atifah.
thank u soo much to all of those peeps i mentioned above,
hehehes...
thanks so much for ur wishes...((:
and to my best peeps,
wawa,maii,fanny,wansi,faii,sumitha and the rest,
thanks for the surprise party u gave...
hehehe
totally memorable..((:
hehehe..
the presents,-
-SHINee pencil case
-Kyuhyun photo card with wishes
- MBLAQ mirror
THANK U SO MUCH!!!...
i was hoping that u would wish me happy birthday....
but it does not seem to happen...
guess that it is not fate...
its okay...
i think i'm used to it...
having just one sided part of mine...
although there is a lot of things that have the same similarities,
i will now stop thinking much...
i will now start doing my own work....
i wouldnt want to bother bout my feelings for u...
i will cast it aside...
i will just take it to heart that,
we are not meant to be...
i will try my best to forget bout u..
though it is very hard...
now that i have totally fallen for u...
i will try my very best to forget bout u...
even if i will have to take step by step...
now that i'm taking my Os,
my top priority is to study hard...
no more bout love...
sick and tired of it already...
time to achieve my goal....
PASS MY O LEVEL WITH FLYING COLOUR!!!...
AND GET TO THE COURSE I LOVE THE MOST!!!!
thats it....
no more love...
time to study hard till the end of the year...
persevere all the way...
wooo...cant wait to get my hands on Super Junior 4th album!!!...
will be going to collect it on sun with wawa...
hehehe...as she will also be collecting her cds...
hehehehehsss...
hahahahas...
2 days have passed....
first of all most,i would like to thank those who wished me happy birthday...
thank u soo much...i appreciate it a lots...((:
those who wished me by sms:-
-Afieqah
-Shi Wen [Fanny}
-Wan Si
-Eliza
-Hazirah
-Faii [who spam me 17 times.lols]
and via facebook friends,:-
-Ateeqah's mom[ the first one]
-Ms Soh
-Brian
-Karthik
-Nysa
-Huda
-Suhaila
-Afieqah
-Subwana [dunno who, but thank u]
-Hariza
-Stephen
-Kak lina [sis-in law 4]
-Michael
-Kak niza [sis-in-law 2]
-Chong Han
-Fiyah
-Istaman [dunno who, but thank u]
-Khatika
-Justine
-Ian [ the irritating guy.lols]
-Sonja
-Syahidah
-Normala
-Siti aka Shab [my niece]
-Sugar
-Alfred
-Samya
-Nantha
-Andy
-Diyana
-Salli
-Aahyya Papaya[dunno who,but thank u]
-Cherie
-Lydia
-Chong Han[2nd time]
-Eve
-Thet Htoo Zaw
-Shu Hui
-Jun Hao
-Ying Ying
-Meili
-Ismat
-Wawa[dearest]
-Izinie
-Stella
-Zastor[ bro's friend]
-Xiao Ting
-Jennifer Tay[ dunno hu,but thank u]
-Sohlihin
-Simon
-Erni
-Shirin
-Khairul[bro]
last but not least,-
-Atifah.
thank u soo much to all of those peeps i mentioned above,
hehehes...
thanks so much for ur wishes...((:
and to my best peeps,
wawa,maii,fanny,wansi,faii,sumitha and the rest,
thanks for the surprise party u gave...
hehehe
totally memorable..((:
hehehe..
the presents,-
-SHINee pencil case
-Kyuhyun photo card with wishes
- MBLAQ mirror
THANK U SO MUCH!!!...
i was hoping that u would wish me happy birthday....
but it does not seem to happen...
guess that it is not fate...
its okay...
i think i'm used to it...
having just one sided part of mine...
although there is a lot of things that have the same similarities,
i will now stop thinking much...
i will now start doing my own work....
i wouldnt want to bother bout my feelings for u...
i will cast it aside...
i will just take it to heart that,
we are not meant to be...
i will try my best to forget bout u..
though it is very hard...
now that i have totally fallen for u...
i will try my very best to forget bout u...
even if i will have to take step by step...
now that i'm taking my Os,
my top priority is to study hard...
no more bout love...
sick and tired of it already...
time to achieve my goal....
PASS MY O LEVEL WITH FLYING COLOUR!!!...
AND GET TO THE COURSE I LOVE THE MOST!!!!
thats it....
no more love...
time to study hard till the end of the year...
persevere all the way...
wooo...cant wait to get my hands on Super Junior 4th album!!!...
will be going to collect it on sun with wawa...
hehehe...as she will also be collecting her cds...
hehehehehsss...
Anyway HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!...
giving up on you is impossible
12:15 PM
12:15 PM
Saturday, May 1, 2010
yesterday was a worse,bad,bloody-bad day.....
Eyes swollen and voice became hoarse...
yesterday's incident........
if anything were to happen to her,
i might not be able to forgive myself.....
when she was crying in pain,i cant do anything except to cry....
i was so scared and panicked when she suddenly cry in pain...
as i watch her going into the ambulance,my tears kept rolling down my cheeks and
i find myself cant stop crying...
i then realise that i cant lose a best friend that has been with me for the last 5 yrs.....
i felt for instance that i have done great wrong to her....
being angry at her for stupid reasons....
being mean to her each time....
as i am writing this,my tears clogged inside my eyes ready to fall.....
i felt guilty because i have never been a very good friend and sister to her....
i wanted to thrashed everything out but there isnt anyone to become my listening ear...
as all this while,she has become my listening ear each time i face problems....
i cant imagine if i were to lose her.....
too distraught to say anything...
when my tears finally falls,
i kept recalling what happen...
i cant forget what had happen...
as even when i was listening to Super Junior Yesung-It has to be you....
tears kept rolling down my cheek...
totally heart-breaking......
teacher-Ms Eunice Lai and my friends...
kept consoling me...
it wasnt my fault...
but no matter what,
i have only myself to blame....
waking up the next morning[which is today.]
eyes really swollen after all those crying....
thinking back what i have dreamt of....
3 days in a row....
i dreamt of him.....
AGAIN.....
each time i didnt talk about him the whole day,
i find myself dreaming of him....
whats wrong with me??....
he could already have the girl that he likes....
but i keep finding myself having one sided feelings for him....
yesterday's incident........
if anything were to happen to her,
i might not be able to forgive myself.....
when she was crying in pain,i cant do anything except to cry....
i was so scared and panicked when she suddenly cry in pain...
as i watch her going into the ambulance,my tears kept rolling down my cheeks and
i find myself cant stop crying...
i then realise that i cant lose a best friend that has been with me for the last 5 yrs.....
i felt for instance that i have done great wrong to her....
being angry at her for stupid reasons....
being mean to her each time....
as i am writing this,my tears clogged inside my eyes ready to fall.....
i felt guilty because i have never been a very good friend and sister to her....
i wanted to thrashed everything out but there isnt anyone to become my listening ear...
as all this while,she has become my listening ear each time i face problems....
i cant imagine if i were to lose her.....
too distraught to say anything...
when my tears finally falls,
i kept recalling what happen...
i cant forget what had happen...
as even when i was listening to Super Junior Yesung-It has to be you....
tears kept rolling down my cheek...
totally heart-breaking......
teacher-Ms Eunice Lai and my friends...
kept consoling me...
it wasnt my fault...
but no matter what,
i have only myself to blame....
at last...........................
falling into deep sleep after crying in the day and night.....
waking up the next morning[which is today.]
eyes really swollen after all those crying....
thinking back what i have dreamt of....
3 days in a row....
i dreamt of him.....
AGAIN.....
each time i didnt talk about him the whole day,
i find myself dreaming of him....
whats wrong with me??....
he could already have the girl that he likes....
but i keep finding myself having one sided feelings for him....
i wanna thank our dear maths teacher Ms Eunice Lai,
my dear didi-Alex,
my dear wan si for lending me a shoulder to cry on,
and the rest who tried to console me yesterday....
thank you....
saranghae....
my dear didi-Alex,
my dear wan si for lending me a shoulder to cry on,
and the rest who tried to console me yesterday....
thank you....
saranghae....
giving up on you is impossible
8:58 AM
8:58 AM
Saturday, December 26, 2009
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MQkACrq33dU&feature=rec-LGOUT-exp_fresh+div-1r-6-HM
its been long time since i last posted sumthing...
hmm...i am also wondering wad makes me wanna post sumthing todae...
well...i've gotten my n level result,last week actually...
it was quite ok...
-eng-3
-maths-5
-humans-4
-science-5
-dnt-3
although the total points here is 20,it was deducted 2 points bcoz of my malay....
so now it is 18 points...i still have to wait for my malay o level result....
for my malay,i'm not really sure coz i've not yet gotten my result...
have to wait till next yr...i really hope i pass my malay as it will determine my overall result for n level....hmmm....just hope dat i cud carry on to sec 5...
welll actually the reason i'm posting sumthing todae was....
i was quite upset by the performance in music bank yesterdae...
super junior came out to perform with only 9 members....
-leeteuk,shindong,sungmin,eunhyuk,donghae,siwon,ryeowook n kyuhyun....
where's the rest of the 4 members??...-heechul,hankyung,kangin n kibum....
i'm wondering are they affected by hankyung's sudden termination of contract case??...
is dat it??...haish...
i'm sorry to my peeps hu are reading my blog...instead of writing bout my daily work,
i updated about kpop...soo sorry...
but i can understand dat kibum is not in the performance is bcoz of his acting schedule..
and kangin,is because he is suspended from activities because of involvement in police case...
but heechul??...why isnt he there...??
seriously,i do want to know the reason...
is it because of clash in schedules or affected by hankyung's case??...haish...
i'm actually wondering wad is actually wrong with kpop groups recently...
hmm....
anyway yesterday's music bank was empty without all 13 members performing....
but i wanna congratulate snsd on winning again,now for like 11 times??.for the song Gee??
hmm..anw congrats,although i wanted soo much to see suju winning it...
but wad can i do??...i still have to admit it...
for the year of 2009,snsd dominate the kpop scene with the song Gee...hmmm....
anw,all i wanted was not to see suju breaking up...NO WAY!!!...[CHOI!!!touchwood!!]
but i really miss the 13 of them....haish...
and i wanted to sae....SM PLEASE STOP ALL THIS!!!!!....
U'RE SERIOUSLY MAKING THE FANS ANGRY!!!!![including me,eventhough i'm not elf]
first it was dbsk[jaejoong,yoochun n junsu]...
second it was suju[hankyung]...
third it was rumours about snsd[hyoyeon]..(but i think its not true...)
HAISH....i'm wondering whats wrong with SM artist....haish....
anw,i dun wish to write anything further....hmm...
schools gonna open soon....left with a few more daes....
and if i'm gonna continue with sec 5,no more lacking behind...
must work hard fo o level....
atiqah,hwaiting!!!!....dun give up!!..((:
ok signing off!!...((:
its been long time since i last posted sumthing...
hmm...i am also wondering wad makes me wanna post sumthing todae...
well...i've gotten my n level result,last week actually...
it was quite ok...
-eng-3
-maths-5
-humans-4
-science-5
-dnt-3
although the total points here is 20,it was deducted 2 points bcoz of my malay....
so now it is 18 points...i still have to wait for my malay o level result....
for my malay,i'm not really sure coz i've not yet gotten my result...
have to wait till next yr...i really hope i pass my malay as it will determine my overall result for n level....hmmm....just hope dat i cud carry on to sec 5...
welll actually the reason i'm posting sumthing todae was....
i was quite upset by the performance in music bank yesterdae...
super junior came out to perform with only 9 members....
-leeteuk,shindong,sungmin,eunhyuk,donghae,siwon,ryeowook n kyuhyun....
where's the rest of the 4 members??...-heechul,hankyung,kangin n kibum....
i'm wondering are they affected by hankyung's sudden termination of contract case??...
is dat it??...haish...
i'm sorry to my peeps hu are reading my blog...instead of writing bout my daily work,
i updated about kpop...soo sorry...
but i can understand dat kibum is not in the performance is bcoz of his acting schedule..
and kangin,is because he is suspended from activities because of involvement in police case...
but heechul??...why isnt he there...??
seriously,i do want to know the reason...
is it because of clash in schedules or affected by hankyung's case??...haish...
i'm actually wondering wad is actually wrong with kpop groups recently...
hmm....
anyway yesterday's music bank was empty without all 13 members performing....
but i wanna congratulate snsd on winning again,now for like 11 times??.for the song Gee??
hmm..anw congrats,although i wanted soo much to see suju winning it...
but wad can i do??...i still have to admit it...
for the year of 2009,snsd dominate the kpop scene with the song Gee...hmmm....
anw,all i wanted was not to see suju breaking up...NO WAY!!!...[CHOI!!!touchwood!!]
but i really miss the 13 of them....haish...
and i wanted to sae....SM PLEASE STOP ALL THIS!!!!!....
U'RE SERIOUSLY MAKING THE FANS ANGRY!!!!![including me,eventhough i'm not elf]
first it was dbsk[jaejoong,yoochun n junsu]...
second it was suju[hankyung]...
third it was rumours about snsd[hyoyeon]..(but i think its not true...)
HAISH....i'm wondering whats wrong with SM artist....haish....
anw,i dun wish to write anything further....hmm...
schools gonna open soon....left with a few more daes....
and if i'm gonna continue with sec 5,no more lacking behind...
must work hard fo o level....
atiqah,hwaiting!!!!....dun give up!!..((:
ok signing off!!...((:
giving up on you is impossible
2:41 PM
2:41 PM
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Frens Outing
Date:25 Nov 2009
Time:11am at boon lay mrt station[meeting place]
Location: those going knows.
Those going:
~Hazeerah
~Faii
~Lala
~Dee
~Wawa
~Afieqah
~Fiyah
~Badud
~Shima
~Maii[subject to change]
~Sha[subject to change]
~Putri[not going]
~Firashah[not going]
~others?...maybe..
Frens Contribution
~Fiyah- cake marble
~Maii-sandwiches[subject to change]
~Faii-drinks[subject to change]
~Dee-curry puff, kimbap[sushi rolls] and jelly
~Wawa-macaroni and secret recipe(:
~Haz-maggie mee((:
~Lala-Hotdogs and nuggets[all that is related]
Things to bring..
~Mat!
~Foods..[a must!]
~Tent?[subject to change]
~games!?[subject to change]
~others
p.s. peeps things can go wrong...anything i will update(:
updated on 11nov 8.44am
updated on 12nov 2.14pm
updated on 13nov 1.03pm
updated on 23nov 12.34pm
giving up on you is impossible
5:08 PM
5:08 PM
Saturday, July 25, 2009
annyeong...((:
hahaha...back to posting!!...haha
anw...been feeling bored the past few daes..
hahah...been feeling sick for the whole of last week..
from 13 to 19 july..MY GOD!!!!...
for the first time ever..i get 6 daes of mc!!!!.wa!!!!.
lols...actually i started feeling sick on mon,13 july..
jus ryte after bro's birthday...
wa..on mon my temp ran up till 38.0...believe it or not??..
haha...and on mon..after self study..went home..
guess wad..while walking home after alighting bus 99,
i walk wa...my walking was like in a zig zag line sia...
i walk like a drunkard person..hahaha..
somemore on the road..
hahaha..
reaching home,i msg sha..telling her that..
hahaha...after hearing my temp was 38..
she called me rite a way..
>sha:U GOT TO BE KIDDING ME SITI!!!???...
>siti:serious..no kidding...tak bedek kao langsung..
den she told me to go doc but refused..
hahaha...[u are such a stubborn gal,siti]lols...*laughs*
then still stubborn,i still went to skool the next day..hahaha...
actually mom told me in the morning dun go skool but den still go..
hahaha...almost reaching skool,saw afieqah walking to skool..
so wait for her den walk wit her..
>siti:fiqah..muker aku pucat ehk??..
>afieqah:uh uhk...kao sakit per??..
>siti:uh uhk...hehe..
>afieqah:abe sakit gik skola..aiyos..
>siti:*laughs*
reach class...sing national anthem,den temp checking..
guess wad!!!...38.3!!!!...
>siti:ms aisha!
>ms aisha:check again..
>siti:38.3..
>ms aisha:u go down..
>ernii:kao nyer temp brape??..
>siti:38.3..hahaha...bye guys!!!*laughs*
go down to the foyer den the staff check my temp using the scanner..
37.2..hahaha...
but then still have to sit inside..kana quarantine..haha..
went in..saw some other student..all junior..
I'M THE ONLY SEC 4 THERE!!!..WTH!!!!..
hahaha...at first 3 student were ask to go home..
hahaha...and i'm the last one to go...
>VP:atiqah,are u sick?
>siti:yups..
>VP:ok..uhm can u check ur temp?
>siti:[checking*]VP,my temp 38.4..
>VP:ok..[using the scanner...]37.6..
hahahaha...she touch my forehead..
>VP:wa..so hot..ok u go home..
hahahaha...go home!!!.wee~!!!!..lols.
went inside general office kol home..
cannot get thru...
then check temp again,37.0..
then the staff say,y does ur temp go up n down??..
then i laugh!!
hahaha...after 5 mins,go inside general office again..
kol home..bro pick up..
>siti:oi amek aku dari skola...
>bro:kao sakit per??..
>siti:hahaha..uh uh..suruh ayah datang..
>bro:haha..oii..ayah semput..ayah suruh aku amek kao..
>siti:okok...lincah..
5 mins later he came...go general office,sign then we go home..
hahahahaha...reach home at 9.15am..
hahaha..at noon..bro says he want go doctor...to get mc...
hahah...i tild him dat i'm following him..
he say ok...
den we both go out..at first go to the nearby clinic but havent open..
den bro suggest go poly..den ok la..
but i say i oso wanna take my specs..den ok la..
but we both go home take the receipt and oso take bro's ic..
den go out again to go j.e. take my specs first..den go poly...
reach poly,check temp..39.0[mine]38.3[bro]
hahahahaha...
den went to the outside building for register...
waet den go in...see doc..
because that my tag lost,the doc check my temp again..
now 38.7..hahaha...up n down...hahaha
den doc told me he's giving 6 daes mc..
WTH!!! 6 DAES!!!???..HAHAHA..
ook dats when my holidae starts..hahaha
no la..jus kidding..
sha msg me..when u coming back to skool??..
every1 miss u..hahaha..all of us bcome quiet when u didnt come..
hahaha...
see when i come,u guys find me very noisy but when i didnt come,u guys miss me..
aiyos...
ok den..on the following mon,went back to skool..
den yesterdae sumthin happen to me..wah bad luck sia..
in the morning,i was supposed to wake up at 6 and my alarm was set to 6am..
but one thing,it goes off at 5.20 am..
wad de..i dunno how to explain that..
den i woke up at 6..before i open the door,i look at the watch..6am exactly..
they i say normally,wah da kol 6??..
den when i open my room door,i heard sum1 say "da"..
i turned back n look at my room surrounding..no one at all...wth!
but when i look at my mom's room,she was praying and my dad was praying silently..
first bro was in his room n bro was still sleeping in his room..
who the hell wud that be??..walao..
den after finish bath,went back to my room,wah near the door was soo cold...
seriously..the thing is,i didnt even switch on my air con!!..
but it was soooo cold..then i realise dat tis "thing" is trying to disturb me..
but i ignored..hahaha..cant be bothered!!..hahaha..
then i n skool,while walking to class,i was walking with my head downwards..
den sudden,y sum1 bump into me...wah!!!..
i hit her forehead..and the next thing i noe,my front teeths bleed..walao...sway sia..
she didnt even say sorry to me..wth!!!..and i have a cut on my lips..sian man..
wah..atiqah was like u ok or not...
>atiqah:wah she didnt even say sorry..bastard sia..
but i wasnt my fault exactly,she was walking with looking upwards and she saw me..
but she still bump into me...summore didnt say sorry...
walao..i was soo pissed off dat i kept scolding vulgar..hahaha..pissed off man..
faii was like..ehk rilek uh..but i was like totally pissed off!!..
now,the cut on my lips is still there...WTH!!!
very happie to see 'him'..hahaha...((:
for one week didnt get to see him..very weird feeling..hehe..
ok dats about oll for my sick daes..
hahaha..
anw todae's activity,went to madrasah per normal..
got exam..finish can go home..
den me n bro went home..
while waetin for bus 99,we tok craps..
den one whole group of chinese guys come to the bus stop..
hahaha..
ok den mins later,bus 99 come..
ok i wanted to throw the bubble tea cup so i walk pass them..
den one of the friend say in chinese..
wa...u happie la..she taking the same bus...[already translated by me.]
but i'm not really sure whether the friend is directing at me or wad...
but i heard the guy,[the fren's fren,haha]say u shut up in chinese..
den when boarding the bus,the fren push the 'guy' infront of me..
den i abruptly stop..but he continued walking..hahaha..
den in the bus..walao dey oll so noisy sia..
although i'm hearing my mp3..wa..dey so loud sia...my god..
the mins later dey become quiet..lols..
den dey alight at boon lay shopping centre..
the 'guy' walk pass my seat but listening to mp3..using white headphone..
when he went down,he look at me..
i gave a slight smile and he smile back at me..
ah~~~...i melt on the spot..chey..hahaha...
p.s. he is sooooo cute!!!..hahaha...(:
p.s. dun think i dunno chinese ok..i do noe!!!..haha(:
ok la...dat is bout oll today..hahaha..
p.s. BEWARE OF KEROPOK NENEK!!!..hahaha..
p.s my room do have 'sumthing'..hahahahahahaha...lols
hahaha...back to posting!!...haha
anw...been feeling bored the past few daes..
hahah...been feeling sick for the whole of last week..
from 13 to 19 july..MY GOD!!!!...
for the first time ever..i get 6 daes of mc!!!!.wa!!!!.
lols...actually i started feeling sick on mon,13 july..
jus ryte after bro's birthday...
wa..on mon my temp ran up till 38.0...believe it or not??..
haha...and on mon..after self study..went home..
guess wad..while walking home after alighting bus 99,
i walk wa...my walking was like in a zig zag line sia...
i walk like a drunkard person..hahaha..
somemore on the road..
hahaha..
reaching home,i msg sha..telling her that..
hahaha...after hearing my temp was 38..
she called me rite a way..
>sha:U GOT TO BE KIDDING ME SITI!!!???...
>siti:serious..no kidding...tak bedek kao langsung..
den she told me to go doc but refused..
hahaha...[u are such a stubborn gal,siti]lols...*laughs*
then still stubborn,i still went to skool the next day..hahaha...
actually mom told me in the morning dun go skool but den still go..
hahaha...almost reaching skool,saw afieqah walking to skool..
so wait for her den walk wit her..
>siti:fiqah..muker aku pucat ehk??..
>afieqah:uh uhk...kao sakit per??..
>siti:uh uhk...hehe..
>afieqah:abe sakit gik skola..aiyos..
>siti:*laughs*
reach class...sing national anthem,den temp checking..
guess wad!!!...38.3!!!!...
>siti:ms aisha!
>ms aisha:check again..
>siti:38.3..
>ms aisha:u go down..
>ernii:kao nyer temp brape??..
>siti:38.3..hahaha...bye guys!!!*laughs*
go down to the foyer den the staff check my temp using the scanner..
37.2..hahaha...
but then still have to sit inside..kana quarantine..haha..
went in..saw some other student..all junior..
I'M THE ONLY SEC 4 THERE!!!..WTH!!!!..
hahaha...at first 3 student were ask to go home..
hahaha...and i'm the last one to go...
>VP:atiqah,are u sick?
>siti:yups..
>VP:ok..uhm can u check ur temp?
>siti:[checking*]VP,my temp 38.4..
>VP:ok..[using the scanner...]37.6..
hahahaha...she touch my forehead..
>VP:wa..so hot..ok u go home..
hahahaha...go home!!!.wee~!!!!..lols.
went inside general office kol home..
cannot get thru...
then check temp again,37.0..
then the staff say,y does ur temp go up n down??..
then i laugh!!
hahaha...after 5 mins,go inside general office again..
kol home..bro pick up..
>siti:oi amek aku dari skola...
>bro:kao sakit per??..
>siti:hahaha..uh uh..suruh ayah datang..
>bro:haha..oii..ayah semput..ayah suruh aku amek kao..
>siti:okok...lincah..
5 mins later he came...go general office,sign then we go home..
hahahahaha...reach home at 9.15am..
hahaha..at noon..bro says he want go doctor...to get mc...
hahah...i tild him dat i'm following him..
he say ok...
den we both go out..at first go to the nearby clinic but havent open..
den bro suggest go poly..den ok la..
but i say i oso wanna take my specs..den ok la..
but we both go home take the receipt and oso take bro's ic..
den go out again to go j.e. take my specs first..den go poly...
reach poly,check temp..39.0[mine]38.3[bro]
hahahahaha...
den went to the outside building for register...
waet den go in...see doc..
because that my tag lost,the doc check my temp again..
now 38.7..hahaha...up n down...hahaha
den doc told me he's giving 6 daes mc..
WTH!!! 6 DAES!!!???..HAHAHA..
ook dats when my holidae starts..hahaha
no la..jus kidding..
sha msg me..when u coming back to skool??..
every1 miss u..hahaha..all of us bcome quiet when u didnt come..
hahaha...
see when i come,u guys find me very noisy but when i didnt come,u guys miss me..
aiyos...
ok den..on the following mon,went back to skool..
den yesterdae sumthin happen to me..wah bad luck sia..
in the morning,i was supposed to wake up at 6 and my alarm was set to 6am..
but one thing,it goes off at 5.20 am..
wad de..i dunno how to explain that..
den i woke up at 6..before i open the door,i look at the watch..6am exactly..
they i say normally,wah da kol 6??..
den when i open my room door,i heard sum1 say "da"..
i turned back n look at my room surrounding..no one at all...wth!
but when i look at my mom's room,she was praying and my dad was praying silently..
first bro was in his room n bro was still sleeping in his room..
who the hell wud that be??..walao..
den after finish bath,went back to my room,wah near the door was soo cold...
seriously..the thing is,i didnt even switch on my air con!!..
but it was soooo cold..then i realise dat tis "thing" is trying to disturb me..
but i ignored..hahaha..cant be bothered!!..hahaha..
then i n skool,while walking to class,i was walking with my head downwards..
den sudden,y sum1 bump into me...wah!!!..
i hit her forehead..and the next thing i noe,my front teeths bleed..walao...sway sia..
she didnt even say sorry to me..wth!!!..and i have a cut on my lips..sian man..
wah..atiqah was like u ok or not...
>atiqah:wah she didnt even say sorry..bastard sia..
but i wasnt my fault exactly,she was walking with looking upwards and she saw me..
but she still bump into me...summore didnt say sorry...
walao..i was soo pissed off dat i kept scolding vulgar..hahaha..pissed off man..
faii was like..ehk rilek uh..but i was like totally pissed off!!..
now,the cut on my lips is still there...WTH!!!
very happie to see 'him'..hahaha...((:
for one week didnt get to see him..very weird feeling..hehe..
ok dats about oll for my sick daes..
hahaha..
anw todae's activity,went to madrasah per normal..
got exam..finish can go home..
den me n bro went home..
while waetin for bus 99,we tok craps..
den one whole group of chinese guys come to the bus stop..
hahaha..
ok den mins later,bus 99 come..
ok i wanted to throw the bubble tea cup so i walk pass them..
den one of the friend say in chinese..
wa...u happie la..she taking the same bus...[already translated by me.]
but i'm not really sure whether the friend is directing at me or wad...
but i heard the guy,[the fren's fren,haha]say u shut up in chinese..
den when boarding the bus,the fren push the 'guy' infront of me..
den i abruptly stop..but he continued walking..hahaha..
den in the bus..walao dey oll so noisy sia..
although i'm hearing my mp3..wa..dey so loud sia...my god..
the mins later dey become quiet..lols..
den dey alight at boon lay shopping centre..
the 'guy' walk pass my seat but listening to mp3..using white headphone..
when he went down,he look at me..
i gave a slight smile and he smile back at me..
ah~~~...i melt on the spot..chey..hahaha...
p.s. he is sooooo cute!!!..hahaha...(:
p.s. dun think i dunno chinese ok..i do noe!!!..haha(:
ok la...dat is bout oll today..hahaha..
p.s. BEWARE OF KEROPOK NENEK!!!..hahaha..
p.s my room do have 'sumthing'..hahahahahahaha...lols
giving up on you is impossible
5:23 PM
5:23 PM
Thursday, June 25, 2009


hey hey...
lols..been a long tyme since i update..
hahaha..
sowie peeps..
anw skool's gonna reopen..
ah~~..none of the hw i've yet to do..
hahahaha...*opps*
the last week of the skool holiday is the only week i've get to rest..
wad de!!..
been to skool everyday since the beginning of the holiday..
now den i get my rest..
well,today is the dae ft island is coming to spore!!!...
aww...*when will super junior come???*
hahahahah...gosh i wish sj cud come for their 2nd asia tour!!!..
HOW I WISH ELFs spore CUD PLEAD DEM TO COME HERE!??..
hahaha...lols..heii..i'm just desperate!!..
hahah..
sowie guys..sowie elfs..
hahaha...but i really hope u guys cud plead dem seii..
haish...
anw went out with haz,wawa n putri on tues..
SHOP TILL WE DROP!!.
hahaha...no i'm kidding..
my pockets have hole on it...the money is gone!!.
hahaha...BANKRUPT!!!..
hahaha...
well,when we were going back to boon lay..
on the train...
hahahaha...funny story to us..
hahahahahahaha..i cant stop laughing!!..
hahahahahahahaha...
*WE TOOK THE WRONG TRAIN!!!!..*
hahahahaha...we almost went to pasir ris...
until wawa(i guess) realise dat we took the wrong train...
hahaha...we quickly alight at the next station..
hahaha...den we took the correct train..
hahahaha...gosh...
sumtimes..i do really wonder...
*am i a true singaporean??*
hahaha...without knowing which is which train..
hahahaha...haish..anw dat was wad happen to us on tues...
a weird experience yet fun..((:
a word of thanx to haz,putri n faii,
thanx for giving a pretty book with oll my fav idols pics in it..
hahaha..
thanx a lot for the burfdae present..
hahaha...
appreciate it lots...((:
one more thing..
i wanna wish super junior ryeowook[wookie],
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY!!!..
*opps..sorry his birthday is on the 21st of june..*
anw happie 22nd birthday!!..
oppa saranghae!!!
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